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9/19/2011

losecontroloh — Wed, 21 Sep 2011 08:17:48 +0000

9/19/2011 is a day. something happened. Denis, i’m not sure it is the correct name of his. something i can’t describe in words… no matter what, this day changed my view and life,making me feel i am entering into my better dreamed life, having a m with care and sweet ,just touching my h so slightly but deep down to my everything…
stefanie’s sun ‘s nadim and him a so identical.
my fate tell me i am destinated to this kind of life, caring caring, touching u h , it can be treated with everything of me. i know i want it surely, and dennis … i m ur k and i feel so c to u… how is ur f … will u still t o m as bring u f…

will i c u… how is the s g on… u a the f m to m me f close , u w be in my blood , bring it to my contining life forever i am sure.

it happened so fast and unprepared, f m make m f the emotion can be so u dennis, u changed my r of life, though i k u so little but it just is.

handy man d this post is f u forever! how f can we go i don’t k and dt w to know , u never know how much u changed my r of my e and normal life. c i s u again .

this is for u .

30/06/2011

losecontroloh — Thu, 30 Jun 2011 10:05:48 +0000

Today is the two years anniversary for my leaving prc to aus. two years, passed. how much i changed and how much i achieved and how much i failed…

half of year haven’t been in this blog. but it memory my grows , the importance and changing point in my life after i left 4 years poor uni.

two years oversea and two years in the western culture. what does that mean. maybe finding the west is the enviro i prefer to and in which i enjoyable. but aus still not the satisfied place for me to land i still is tangled by us.

anyway two years, at the average point is late, cause me turning to 30. but if not choosing to die now, i mush go on, to pursue what make me feeling real full and worth living for. —all the human are aiming to this.

do what ever u want, or life is not worth u to live.

pursue you destiny and enjoy the sports fortune and restlessness.

what would that be in one year? tr? or failed? or miserable? and good even great luck…

i will return to this page after half year if thing didn’t work well or i will be back here at the third anniversary or forth…

am i lucky more than most of the earth plate people… let the reality show me, help me, or i don’t how to keep going on , please help me with all i have. thank u.

see u when ever it is necessary.

new year resolutions-2011

losecontroloh — Fri, 31 Dec 2010 11:27:22 +0000

1.ningyuan zoucuo,buke tingbu.

2.never look back.

3.sports and self dicipline.

4.shi shitou huo shi baoshi,bingbu zhongyao ,zhongyaode shi yangguang.

5.jiangrengsheng fengduan,jiang shijian fengduan, yiqie doushi yiduanyiduan guode.

6.zhege shijie benzhi jiushi boyilun, so please make triple comparations before you decide.

7.yibanhao yiban huai shiwo fubei yaoyoude tatoo, yingwei shijie gengbeng meiyou judger.

8.xiaci buchong…

3 years look back

losecontroloh — Tue, 23 Nov 2010 12:51:05 +0000

yesterday a business people told me , people should take 3 years look back to see how much we have changed. it’s right.it has been three years since i write the first post on this blog. i read some of the blogs. i told me i that i wanted go to usa at 24. but i failed . i did not go to usa for study. i came to aus. but i went to usa for travelling at 26. it’s a little achievement. so my conlusion is that the promise or the plane i made three years ago did not come true. it means i over promise my plane. i should say , in 2007 ausgust, i made up my first 3 years plane and generally it turned out not successful. now i will continue make my second 3 years plane, to resident in aus and begin my stable life and business career. once people failed , at second time they will be better at performing their planes. now i have made up my second 3 years look back. let us to see the result after 3 years in this blog.

second 3 years look back begins…

23/11/2010

losecontroloh — Tue, 23 Nov 2010 12:38:06 +0000

today is a very memorable day. a friend’s ex-boyfriend lied to me and i lost au2000. i never would think thing will happen like this. andrew is a western business man . in the past he was a nice person according to my experience. but today, he changed into unreasonable people ,he shouted at me like a bitch. he made me lose 2000 grounds. i felt terribly weak. i realized that, firstly,never believe people you do not know too much even if they come from west ,especially business people. secondly, without enough money, you lose power and you can be kill at any situation, even in a seemed safe place.

i have been taught a stressful lesson today. i will remenber it until i take a revenge . andew, write down your name, and i will take the revenge someday. you are a son of the bitch. i wish you lose your business and money, and you will die earlier than anybody else.

today, 23/11/2010. i will remenber for my rest of my life. someday,before 35, i will take the revenge. bitch andrew ,fuck you!

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losecontroloh — Fri, 02 Nov 2007 10:07:08 +0000

Gai chi ku le,zhengde,hao hao zou zhe tiao laoyu zhizai,guobuliao zhe ge ,bu,shi bixude . Ni bu xian shi , shi de, qingni lijie.

Laoyuzhizai,zhengde,haohao zou.

Compromise

losecontroloh — Sat, 20 Oct 2007 11:58:23 +0000

~~Compromise~~ -A great person, in Apprentice.

Focus on key parts-it’s the real life.

losecontroloh — Sat, 20 Oct 2007 11:55:23 +0000

From now on whatever you do, focus on the soul, music, melody not just song, lyrics.

Feiwang’s husband’s songs……

Find the way-melody

losecontroloh — Thu, 11 Oct 2007 18:25:29 +0000

Find the way everything is just that cause music melody-play with my heart play with my mind right from my start my love made me back-brother Michael Dell said , “it didn’t matter if i falled , as long as i get to play again”.

Yaozuihaode

losecontroloh — Thu, 11 Oct 2007 18:08:59 +0000

Yaozuihaode